I walk away

Ambition has always driven me to do more and be more, but there have been a few unforgettable moments in my life when I realised it is simply not enough. Time runs out. You sacrifice, or you compromise. And sometimes you must walk away.

I walk away

They smile and wave, all dressed up
A Friday night, so the agenda
Is to take a break, dance the night away
I walk up the hill to where equations lay

They call my name, and slow me down,
Music sounds, a band’s in town,
I stop, and ponder, turn around,
"Sorry guys, I’ll sit this one out."

And I walk away
And I wish I’d stayed

Cheers and groans follow answers
They practice, it’s triumph they’re after
Home, out of place, I’m guilt and mistakes,
I should atone, work longer, learn faster

And I walk away
And I wish I’d stayed

Suitcases line the bus stop
Last-minute checks and rushed walks
"There’s an empty seat," they say to me
But I just stick around till they drive off.

And I walk away
And I wish I’d stayed
And I wish I could stop, and take a break
Could stay with the people I ache to be with
Give them more than seconds snatched in haste
But I run each day, and I get nowhere,
And if I stop, a failure stay
So I walk away
I refuse to stay
My ambition’s tall
And discipline frail
All I’ve got is this stubborn denial of pain
So I’ll exploit it again and again till I’m great



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